Now that I realize how serious this really is, I will let go. I fought for friendship, but now it seems that my concern, though valid, is way petty as compared to hers. When I learned that she has been staying home for several days, I was concerned and guilty. She said she was to blame for how bad things turned out, but I feel that I am partly to blame too. I should've been less emotional. I should've just let her go.
I am letting go, subtly. It will still be as painful, but I take solace in the thought that by doing so, she'll be better in time.
She said we're gonna talk things over. It's a good thing if it pushes through. I need to understand some things.