Why me? Why would she like someone who is trying to hang on to dear life? Who is on a brink of letting all loose.
I bet she doesn't know. Maybe it doesn't show. But there. She doesn't realize she's liking someone scarred. Someone she doesn't need for now. I wonder what she'll think if she learned my sad sad life story. Would she still like me?
I don't like her to like me. I always tell her she deserves somebody better who would share all her wonderful plans who is happier and emotionally stable. If I were her, I wouldn't be anywhere near me.